ImperfectlyDishonest

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Bitter resentment turns a simple family dinner into a shouting match; Raised voices and tears and an emotional scene. Whatever's on the plate in front of me is sitting untouched. Crying for a half hour upsets your stomach a bit. Sister, I'm sorry you have to see this. You haven't kept up your end of the deal. If this is what it does to you, It isn't a healthy friendship. Fight back. Tell her, dammit. It matters now. The yelling continues. The tears continue. The desire for blood continues. She can never be there for you like you Seem to always feel the need to be there for her. She isn't your responsibility and You Can't Fix

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Just so you know.

It's been two years now. I've been in love with you for two years. That's why I get worked up, That's why I get jealous, That's why I die inside when you're hurting. I didn't tell you because I didn't want to be "Another one". I don't want you for sex, for anything but the fact that I really, genuinely love you, And want nothing more than for you to be happy. Another reason why I didn't tell you: philophobe. I didn't want to risk you hating me over it; Didn't want anything to change. Didn't want to lose my best friend. But if it comes down to the choice you're leaving me with, I'd rather lose my best friend Than know you're hur

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Claws

Love has claws. Know how I know? Every time I Think of you I can feel them tearing into me. Every time you hurt Every time you bleed I die inside. Every time I realize you belong to someone, anyone but me, Those claws shred through me like I'm made of paper. How can one person, One simple person on a planet with billions like you, Break me so easily? Because you've raised a love. And love has claws.

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Alice Gray by ImperfectlyDishonest, literature

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Alice Gray

Full Name: Alice Gray Nick Names: Er... Not really. Catt, sometimes. Gender: Female Human Age: 21 Immortal Age: n/a? Hair: Boring brown, and long. Eyes: Light blue. Glasses or contacts: Nope. Skin tone: Pale and dead looking -_- Height: Er... 6ft, maybe? Weight: Maybe 150-160lbs? Gods, don't ask a lady these things. Body Structure: Tall and decently thin, I guess. Scars: ... a few... Tattoo's: Nope. But planning on a few. Pricings: A few on the ears, lowest one being spaced a bit, and a lip ring. Mental/Physical Disabilities: Besides DID? Er... None that come to mind, no. Origin: It's... a long story. In a way, a dream, I gue

A Thousand Layers of Denial by ImperfectlyDishonest, literature

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A Thousand Layers of Denial

Over-analyzing? Maybe. Over-calculating? Yes, I think that fits. But what else am I supposed to be? When all I have to go on is the word of others, How am I supposed to know what's real? Trying to pick out which sources are more reliable than others... It's maddening. I want to believe you, When you say Nothing's wrong... But I have to pick out which source to rely on... Which one will tell the truth. Because hiding reality in about A thousand layers of denial... You're not helping anyone, darling...

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Core

Oh. Haha. Our core...? Our host body's original keeper? Oh please no... Don't ask about that... Oh, she's not here anymore.... What if I killed her? I can't remember... I can't remember what happened to her... I don't remember her at all, really..... She wasn't really around after I got here... She can't be gone because of me, right? Did I replace her? Is it my fault? Is it......? We don't worry about her, though. She's been gone awhile. We're terrified fine.

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There are many things I could say here. I could tell you I'm the one that does mostly everything for us, I'm the one that's usually here... I'm the one that you'll hear from most.

Then again, quite a few of us share this account. We share because we're all stuck in the same head. In any case, none of us are great at drawing... So we'll probably just be writing. If you really want to see our pathetic attempts... Well, message us and we'll see.

By the way, my name's Alice. Just so you know. And I'm also not the host, for the record.

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ImperfectlyDishonest

Dec 22, 2011

So bored.

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First world problems for you: I'm sick of staring at this screen. I'm sick of society's rules. I'm sick of society's prejudices. I'm sick of opinions. I hate how I can sit down and write this. I hate how some people are unbearably lazy. I hate how it seems I will never, ever get that goddamn lip ring. --Alice

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ImperfectlyDishonest

Dec 16, 2011

Alice's Oops

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Hi :D I'm Gwen, and I'm not usually on this account because I have my own...... Uhm, Alice accidentally signed off as herself on mine, which is not in any way supposed to lead to people knowing about our DID, because people we actually know go on there, and..... Uhm. ^^; So, you may know me--just me, no one else uses this account--as Exeterra. That used to be our core's account, but it kind of died about two years ago... I only started using it a few months ago.... and uhm...... So yeah ^^; She's real pissed about it though, so...... Uhm........................................................... Yeah, I don't know what I'm trying to say. S

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ImperfectlyDishonest

Dec 15, 2011

A Lesson On Our History

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Wow. I need to stop writing about our original... person-thing. She's been gone for so long...... I can't believe I'm still worked up about this. But lately, I've been feeling like I somehow caused it. It's stupid, but I think I replaced her when I got here. She was having some tough times and... Well, I won't go into detail. In any case, she wound up 'dead', so to speak. Then Damien revived her, and it was all good... but a little while after that, she faded. I showed up before things started getting hard for her. Back then, I was just the "more mature" version of her--and trust me, it was easy to be that way. She was a child, through and